A race against Time and …

And Space

I joined IIML with almost no expectations… or atleast i thought so when i joined. Now reflecting over, i realize that I had expected loads of things. Life in IIM would be fun, would be rigorous and thoroughly professional.

Life here is rigorous.. much more than I had anticipated.. its fun but only if you are ready to compromise on lots of things. Opportunities do exists, but the approach is somewhat rudimentary. I had expected a more vibrant culture.. which gives u options to chose your own path.. rather make your own. And here I find myself looking down the well beaten path.. which i have no inclination to follow.

Initially all I was looking forward to, in an institute like IIM was the brand name and opportunities. Now, I am again trying to find myself.. what exactly i want to do and how. Do I want to be a part of the crowd out here? Or I wish to make my own path and follow none but myself?

I am still trying to figure out my choices and the way i wish to lead my life. I am still trying to find out what I can live with or without.. and right now the only surety i can offer myself is that i am willing to explore.. against all my inhibitions, against all my fears, against all …