Main hoon lab.. tu dua… dono judd ke juda..

This song is so very deep. Its a song about love, about passion, about longingness, about your beloved and about everything which u dream of. Its an aspirational song as well as a lament if u choose to view it that way.

I felt so touched by this song.. it reminded me of the beauty I associate with the feeling of love. In every form, this is the most expansive and deepest feeling. I respect love as an idea, romanticize it, revel in its warmth and revere it as well. For me, a person who is incapable of loving another person is as good as non-human.. well even animals know how to love. I have felt hate for just one person till now (on second thought this is a lie, I do not dislike anyone enough to hate him/her)… loathing for few more than one. Hate is not the absence of love. It is actually an all consuming feeling which makes u burn ur insides. For once, you wish bad for someone. I tried doing it.. but the song made me realize that am incapable of doing it. I believe in love too much to give up on it and make place for hate in my life. Even if the hurt has gone deep enough to make me bleed for days and months… I am incapable of hating the person causing it. I have truly the strength to move on.

I am happy being the one to have not let myself break down. Stumble I did, scraped my knees as well as heart.. but have the pride to never let the hope go away forever. I no hate someone even if I have no reason to love. That’s my strength and am proud of it. Even if my prayer is off my lips, it will always remain a prayer to me.